Lying in the bed I made..

[mrfloyd79]

OK I admit it, I'm extremely lonely, and I only have myself to blame. I suppose at this point patience is key, but that's not something I'm very good at. The problem with being patient is that I have to sit idly by while everyone else around me is so happy. There are a lot of things wrong with me life, so maybe I should start focusing more on the things that don't involve personal relationships. I feel at this point that my future depends on it.

Just now is a perfect example of something I've been neglecting.. My health. Why the hell do I keep getting sick?