Dec 02, 2006 04:56
Well it's been a while since I updated this.
Not much has happened butfor the record, I'm feeling somewhat rejected. Not neglected, but rejected. I have no basis or reason for feeling as I do. Perhaps it has something to do with the amount of alcohol I consumed, perhaps not. I don't know.
I feel the sting of betrayal, but there is no one who betrayed me. I feel similar to the way I felt one year ago, only different. There is no clear reason for me to feel this way. Perhaps I'm just lonely... perhaps I'm looking for attention.. perhaps I'm crying for help, from what I don't know.
Today I wrote a poem... I wasn't trying to write it either... just my pen started moving and before I knew it it was done. I don't think it's all that good either, but whatever.
The Road
I travel the road, all day and all night,
Events change my path, and yet I remain
Steadfast in my travels to where is unknown
I’m always meeting others traveling along
One thing is for certain I’m never alone
And people come and people go
Though paths are similar their road is theirs alone
Turns in the road, may be sudden or brief
No matter which direction I choose
My path is still a clear mystery
That I can not avoid
Like I said, not very good… but it’s what came out while I was writing for my school paper… Not really sure why either.
Also, I've been playing Guitar Hero I and II for the PS2. It's more fun than I origionally anticipated. I just wish I didn't feel so bad so I could enjoy it more.... Ah well such is life.
Thanks for reading!
Cheers!