some thoughts
Well I woke up today with a pounding head and I thought, “You know I am going to stop drinking.” I went out with my friend and this girl we went to school with. Now I don’t mind hanging out with him but I feel like a third wheel. Their relationship is a fucked up one. I just sit in the sidelines waiting for the next play. But what do I care it is none of my business. How come for me meeting girls is hard? In a city like this it should be easy. But I don’t want the hussies and bar flies you find in the honky tonks and saloons. I would like to meet a girl who is smart and intelligent, witty and enjoys the arts and what not. I am sure they are out there some where just not in the bar halls of New York City…