Bored... As usual
Once again im in food tech class and i was just eating smarties...
My first exam starts tommorow and im shitting my dacks... I really cant be bothered with this Semester'z examinations. I feel like crying but i cant embarass myself in front of everyone in this class. I went to the hospital today because i woke up crying in pain and now i have to take these tablets to help the after symptoms on my cancer treatment.
Im thinking about death and Alana... On Sunday it is 7 months since she left us and the OLSH girls. Im listening to all those depression songs... God they are so sad. I miss my Portugal friends, and before I die... Im thinking of going to Portugal once I save up enough money. I hate this place too much that it drives me insane... I got my VCE subject form today... I dont know what I want to do in life and I'm really confuzzled about things... Im listening to Ozone's song I got in Portugal that was going orfff tops... I miss the clubs, the drinking, smoking and the life I had at the cafe's in Portugal... o0o0o Im so thirsty- Im going to get a drink. *Gets a drink* OK! Im back... Im so bored.. Im watching Kate do her revision ROFL... So cute. Anywayz im going... I need some rest from typing.. Ciao.
Filii
My first exam starts tommorow and im shitting my dacks... I really cant be bothered with this Semester'z examinations. I feel like crying but i cant embarass myself in front of everyone in this class. I went to the hospital today because i woke up crying in pain and now i have to take these tablets to help the after symptoms on my cancer treatment.
Im thinking about death and Alana... On Sunday it is 7 months since she left us and the OLSH girls. Im listening to all those depression songs... God they are so sad. I miss my Portugal friends, and before I die... Im thinking of going to Portugal once I save up enough money. I hate this place too much that it drives me insane... I got my VCE subject form today... I dont know what I want to do in life and I'm really confuzzled about things... Im listening to Ozone's song I got in Portugal that was going orfff tops... I miss the clubs, the drinking, smoking and the life I had at the cafe's in Portugal... o0o0o Im so thirsty- Im going to get a drink. *Gets a drink* OK! Im back... Im so bored.. Im watching Kate do her revision ROFL... So cute. Anywayz im going... I need some rest from typing.. Ciao.
Filii