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so tonight... im
staying up all night... i have solo and ensemble tomorrow morning and i
have to be at the school at 6:30.. so i decided i would NOT hassle with
the waking up process.. and just not go to sleep... so i invested in some
nodoz and here i be. i updated for the first time yesterday.. and it
was fun. so i thought i would do it again.. only tonight i've got about
5 hours to write something... so its probably going to be pretty
long... so.. with that being said... im going to tell you what is going
on... lately i've been a freaking happy kid... i cant really say
anymore as to why i am.. i just am... band is pretty gay.. however if
you're reading this.. you are in band.. and know what im talking about
so i dont really need to elaborate now do i? lol. i relized the other
day that 98% of all my friends are in band.. which is when i relized
that i suck.. but thats ok. because you guys are freaking Sa-WEET!...
now is usually the time when people would say something with real depth
and meaning.. but as we all know.. im fairly superficial (meaning im
not very deep or meaningful just incase you dont know) <--- not to
imply that any of you guys arent smart enough... just incase.. dont
take offense.... so im not going to say something of meaning or depth. :-)
so.. i took NODOZ tonight.. which is an amazing little pill let me tell you.. im typing like 100 words per minute (with mistakes included roughly 75 wpm.. because i have about 75% accuracy) but either way... its pretty fast.... my eyes keep blurring in and out.. and i dont know if thats because of the extreme amounts of caffine in my body.. or if its just because i need glasses... but its pretty sweet if i do say so myself. i went to the girls soccer game tonight which was a bunch of running back and forth and back and forth and back and you get the idea.. i felt like someone was hitting the reset button on the game over and over again.... everytime the ball would get halfway down the field.. it would get kicked to the other half and they would have to start over again.... but... other than the fact that it was cold and the game was about as fast paced and exciting as molasses... it was off the chain.
i started reading "the prince and the pauper" by Mark Twain.. which made me feel smart because Twain uses some old english and its all like "to what doust thou weary brow quander upon thy king, dear prince of whales?" and so i skip all those sentences and pray to god they werent important to the story because i dont know what the crap that is supposed to mean. anyway.. holding the book in my hand does give the impression that i am smart and DO comprehend what they are saying so atleast the book is good for something.... next.. im going to "read" a Stephen King book.... after people see me "reading" (holding) that.. ill be gettin letters of acceptance and scholarship offers from institutes like RICE... even though i wont understand a damn thing that Mr. King was talking about the whole time.. but lets not tell RICE that!!!
is it wrong that i idolize Ray Charles and damn near every other artist in this world for their lifestyle? i want that... i want the crowds outside the hotels for me.. i want the grossly abundant amount of money.. i want the women throwing themselves at my feet for a one-night stand.. i want to be loved by the world.. and honestly.. i dont care how it happens... via trumpet, guitar... i dont care... as long as it happens... sorry i just watched "Ray" and it got to me...lol.
is this thing long enough yet do you think? because.. i've got another 4 hours. but for the sake of your reading.. im not going to write the whole time im awake.. because i know by now (if you've made it this far) your about ready to stop reading.. so i'll begin to wrap it up for you... if i could have one thing in this entire world i would ask for all the right answers... because half the time im convinced i've made the wrong choices... either i have.. or im going to.... but thats life.. mistakes are inevitable.... but they arent always irreversable.. smile because you're here.. laugh because you can.. talk because someone will listen.. and stop reading my freaking jounal because this crap is WAY to long... lol. i love you guys.. thanks for keeping the smiles on my face...
*peace and love*
so.. i took NODOZ tonight.. which is an amazing little pill let me tell you.. im typing like 100 words per minute (with mistakes included roughly 75 wpm.. because i have about 75% accuracy) but either way... its pretty fast.... my eyes keep blurring in and out.. and i dont know if thats because of the extreme amounts of caffine in my body.. or if its just because i need glasses... but its pretty sweet if i do say so myself. i went to the girls soccer game tonight which was a bunch of running back and forth and back and forth and back and you get the idea.. i felt like someone was hitting the reset button on the game over and over again.... everytime the ball would get halfway down the field.. it would get kicked to the other half and they would have to start over again.... but... other than the fact that it was cold and the game was about as fast paced and exciting as molasses... it was off the chain.
i started reading "the prince and the pauper" by Mark Twain.. which made me feel smart because Twain uses some old english and its all like "to what doust thou weary brow quander upon thy king, dear prince of whales?" and so i skip all those sentences and pray to god they werent important to the story because i dont know what the crap that is supposed to mean. anyway.. holding the book in my hand does give the impression that i am smart and DO comprehend what they are saying so atleast the book is good for something.... next.. im going to "read" a Stephen King book.... after people see me "reading" (holding) that.. ill be gettin letters of acceptance and scholarship offers from institutes like RICE... even though i wont understand a damn thing that Mr. King was talking about the whole time.. but lets not tell RICE that!!!
is it wrong that i idolize Ray Charles and damn near every other artist in this world for their lifestyle? i want that... i want the crowds outside the hotels for me.. i want the grossly abundant amount of money.. i want the women throwing themselves at my feet for a one-night stand.. i want to be loved by the world.. and honestly.. i dont care how it happens... via trumpet, guitar... i dont care... as long as it happens... sorry i just watched "Ray" and it got to me...lol.
is this thing long enough yet do you think? because.. i've got another 4 hours. but for the sake of your reading.. im not going to write the whole time im awake.. because i know by now (if you've made it this far) your about ready to stop reading.. so i'll begin to wrap it up for you... if i could have one thing in this entire world i would ask for all the right answers... because half the time im convinced i've made the wrong choices... either i have.. or im going to.... but thats life.. mistakes are inevitable.... but they arent always irreversable.. smile because you're here.. laugh because you can.. talk because someone will listen.. and stop reading my freaking jounal because this crap is WAY to long... lol. i love you guys.. thanks for keeping the smiles on my face...
*peace and love*