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hallo.. como estas? today was not amongst the best i must admit. i came home and my speakers to my computer were buzzing. which sucks because i had them all wired through an amp in my room and i didnt want to redo all the wiring to fix the buzzing.. then the left speaker went out.. so i pulled all the wires to my "system" i put the speakers that came with the computer back on (which suck horribly) and one of them is blown a little.. so i cant listen to music loud anymore. pretty gay. school was long and dragged on. my day went like this:
-first period, take some notes do an easy ass worksheet, talk with people total estimated time of work: 30 mins.
-second period, NOTHING, estimated time of work: 0 mins.
-third period (which proved to be the highlight of the day), NOTHING again, but i was with good company, estimated time of work: 0 mins.
-fourth period, lots of theory, estimated time of work: 90 mins.
now.. somebody please tell me why the hell i went to school for 8 hours today when i only did 2 hours of work? freaking rediculous. i came home and slept for a few hours. that was nice too.
Sheila likes me... right...
so.. i relized once again.. im lonely.. both my bestfriends moved away (thanks guys, lol) i still see Hutch a lot so its not that bad. but Ben i rarely talk to, and never see. it sucks seeing people walking around school always by their friends and knowing you dont have that. but what the hell.. its highschool.. and a 4 year long delay before you actually do anything with your life. i hate being depressed.. and truely im not "full blown" depressed... just slightly. lol. when im at school and around friends, though i lack a really close friend there, im ok.. its just when im alone (which is at my house) and i think about the day.. and relize how much time i spend alone and it freaking sucks.
its one of those nights again guys.. sorry about the post.. tomorrow will be better. (or whenever i post again)
"you do something to me that i cant explain, so would i be out of line, if i said "I miss you"?"
-first period, take some notes do an easy ass worksheet, talk with people total estimated time of work: 30 mins.
-second period, NOTHING, estimated time of work: 0 mins.
-third period (which proved to be the highlight of the day), NOTHING again, but i was with good company, estimated time of work: 0 mins.
-fourth period, lots of theory, estimated time of work: 90 mins.
now.. somebody please tell me why the hell i went to school for 8 hours today when i only did 2 hours of work? freaking rediculous. i came home and slept for a few hours. that was nice too.
Sheila likes me... right...
so.. i relized once again.. im lonely.. both my bestfriends moved away (thanks guys, lol) i still see Hutch a lot so its not that bad. but Ben i rarely talk to, and never see. it sucks seeing people walking around school always by their friends and knowing you dont have that. but what the hell.. its highschool.. and a 4 year long delay before you actually do anything with your life. i hate being depressed.. and truely im not "full blown" depressed... just slightly. lol. when im at school and around friends, though i lack a really close friend there, im ok.. its just when im alone (which is at my house) and i think about the day.. and relize how much time i spend alone and it freaking sucks.
its one of those nights again guys.. sorry about the post.. tomorrow will be better. (or whenever i post again)
"you do something to me that i cant explain, so would i be out of line, if i said "I miss you"?"