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OH MY GOD, I only have two more days at Anne Klein... Its so hard to believe that working there is almost over. You know I am going to miss it some what... just some what.
Life is going at a nice pace. I got to spend time with my mom and stepdad... Laura and Daniel are all just seeming to have better and better days... LIKE DANIEL GETTING HIS NEW JOB! SCORE! and Laura being the coolest chick ever. but when was that any different?
My throat is feeling a little better today, and my headcold is slowly moving on... its been roughtly a week now, so its makes sense that its going bye byes.
I really don't want to go to work tomorrow with Carla... Just keep thinking its one of the last two days.
I have talked to my new boss... Dawn, she is kick ass. she used to work at the Pac Sun in Lakeforest Mall... which is so cool because I know the area she is from... or rather, I know the area were she used to work. I can tell that she and I will have pretty good chemistry for working together. I am just so happy to be in a new and more in my age group setting.
I think the hardest thing about working there will be the fact that I will be working with males again, which is something I didn't miss... It just made work feel weird... like, I don't know, that I had to worry over if they thought I was fat or something? But then again I am not tooo worried over how I look so much anymore.... I mean yeah I wanna look better, but I really don't care if I turn anyone off or on physically.
But yesss, life is looking more and more interesting. I had a awesome idea while I was in walmart with my stepfather today. I found some really cool fabric that I wouldn't mind getting for my room... I was thinking of doing the Genie in a bottle theme for my bed room... But I am unsure at the moment what all I will be doing. I found a really cool bed frame that would work so nicely with that theme.. but then again i might just keep it simple with what I have. *shrugs*
the idea of moving in with my two best friends is so... i don't even know, just so cool and scary at the same time. I know that I will respect them and vise versa... but i mean, it won't be like at home... it won't be like "allisa, clean your room or else you can't go out" or "take care of the cats or else we will take your car away" its nothing like that, and talk about awesome, I won't even have to leave.... because the people i go to see will already be there. errr duh!
also, i will only be like, 5 minutes away from the gym, verses like a whole 10. lol.... hell i might even just walk to the gym and walk home... that way cardio is done fairly well... only thing i will need to do is weights and all.
like i said about losing weight again... i found out what it was that was making me gain my weight back... sodium. I was talking with my mom, and she pointed it out to me... and the more i thought about it i was like, wow man, thats right! Grandma gained all her weight (20lbs in under 2 months) from all the sodium intake, and her sodium levels are high. it just made me wonder if thats whats going on with me.
Soda is high in sodium, and when i stop drinking it i start losing weight almost the next day, if not. so that was a good point on me mum's part.
I also discovered that where I am in my life has something to do with it to.
when i stop stressing and start managing and getting all my tasks completed, i really start to feel a sense of self worth... totally awesome concept... and i feel more loved by myself too.
Life is so weird... and I am looking forward to being on my own and living life the way i want to... maybe then i will start to figure out who i am, instead of just being so angry all the time... and maybe as i go i will grow up and be me... which is the goal in life. lol.
hell, i might even kick the depression if we do this right. lol. that would be so nice.
I am looking forward to all of this, and i am going to do my damnedest to make sure i walk away from this with a sucess story.
most people tell me that it is a bad idea to move in with friends because you end up hating each other in the end... but i don't see this happening with us three for the simple fact that one, we respect each other's space... and two, we all want to get out of our parent's/other people's space and find our own, and three we all kinda think along the same lines... its just going to be intersting seeing how we all do with one another. you know?
so yeah, i cannot wait, and i am hoping that they are just as psyched as i am.
well i am gonna split and go look at my e-mail account... and also look for some online fabric stores... see what all the prices for bulk fabrics cost..... i like lots of fabric, and i am sure that laura and i will be allowed to decorate the place like we want to so long as its not tooo girly... which we are totally not going to do.
peace and war. see ya!
Life is going at a nice pace. I got to spend time with my mom and stepdad... Laura and Daniel are all just seeming to have better and better days... LIKE DANIEL GETTING HIS NEW JOB! SCORE! and Laura being the coolest chick ever. but when was that any different?
My throat is feeling a little better today, and my headcold is slowly moving on... its been roughtly a week now, so its makes sense that its going bye byes.
I really don't want to go to work tomorrow with Carla... Just keep thinking its one of the last two days.
I have talked to my new boss... Dawn, she is kick ass. she used to work at the Pac Sun in Lakeforest Mall... which is so cool because I know the area she is from... or rather, I know the area were she used to work. I can tell that she and I will have pretty good chemistry for working together. I am just so happy to be in a new and more in my age group setting.
I think the hardest thing about working there will be the fact that I will be working with males again, which is something I didn't miss... It just made work feel weird... like, I don't know, that I had to worry over if they thought I was fat or something? But then again I am not tooo worried over how I look so much anymore.... I mean yeah I wanna look better, but I really don't care if I turn anyone off or on physically.
But yesss, life is looking more and more interesting. I had a awesome idea while I was in walmart with my stepfather today. I found some really cool fabric that I wouldn't mind getting for my room... I was thinking of doing the Genie in a bottle theme for my bed room... But I am unsure at the moment what all I will be doing. I found a really cool bed frame that would work so nicely with that theme.. but then again i might just keep it simple with what I have. *shrugs*
the idea of moving in with my two best friends is so... i don't even know, just so cool and scary at the same time. I know that I will respect them and vise versa... but i mean, it won't be like at home... it won't be like "allisa, clean your room or else you can't go out" or "take care of the cats or else we will take your car away" its nothing like that, and talk about awesome, I won't even have to leave.... because the people i go to see will already be there. errr duh!
also, i will only be like, 5 minutes away from the gym, verses like a whole 10. lol.... hell i might even just walk to the gym and walk home... that way cardio is done fairly well... only thing i will need to do is weights and all.
like i said about losing weight again... i found out what it was that was making me gain my weight back... sodium. I was talking with my mom, and she pointed it out to me... and the more i thought about it i was like, wow man, thats right! Grandma gained all her weight (20lbs in under 2 months) from all the sodium intake, and her sodium levels are high. it just made me wonder if thats whats going on with me.
Soda is high in sodium, and when i stop drinking it i start losing weight almost the next day, if not. so that was a good point on me mum's part.
I also discovered that where I am in my life has something to do with it to.
when i stop stressing and start managing and getting all my tasks completed, i really start to feel a sense of self worth... totally awesome concept... and i feel more loved by myself too.
Life is so weird... and I am looking forward to being on my own and living life the way i want to... maybe then i will start to figure out who i am, instead of just being so angry all the time... and maybe as i go i will grow up and be me... which is the goal in life. lol.
hell, i might even kick the depression if we do this right. lol. that would be so nice.
I am looking forward to all of this, and i am going to do my damnedest to make sure i walk away from this with a sucess story.
most people tell me that it is a bad idea to move in with friends because you end up hating each other in the end... but i don't see this happening with us three for the simple fact that one, we respect each other's space... and two, we all want to get out of our parent's/other people's space and find our own, and three we all kinda think along the same lines... its just going to be intersting seeing how we all do with one another. you know?
so yeah, i cannot wait, and i am hoping that they are just as psyched as i am.
well i am gonna split and go look at my e-mail account... and also look for some online fabric stores... see what all the prices for bulk fabrics cost..... i like lots of fabric, and i am sure that laura and i will be allowed to decorate the place like we want to so long as its not tooo girly... which we are totally not going to do.
peace and war. see ya!