meh

[mrdrdlls]

I just don't understand. I'm sorry. I hate the jealousy builds up in my head, even though I know things couldn't possibly happen. I hate that I have a different point of view on things that you enjoy doing. (I'm talking about the dream that I had). I just don't know, and I'm sorry.

These are just things that I can't get out of my head.

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[hystericopacity]

But it's not something that I'm doing, so what does it matter?

What's this jealousy? I'm so confused. Is that what's been bothering you?

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[mrdrdlls]

I suppose it is.

[hystericopacity]

-sigh-

But I haven't done anything.

[mrdrdlls]

And I know that you aren't doing it, but I also know that you enjoy it, and that you still want to.

[hystericopacity]

So what? What do you want me to do?

I just don't know what's going to make you happy at this point. Because if I don't do it it makes you partially happy because I'm not doing it, and then if I did it you'd be in a way glad that you weren't 'controlling my life' but still just as pissed off as before. I don't know what to do.

Heysoos.

>.<

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