Aug 27, 2006 02:08
Am I crazy? I don't know what I'm doing, this is brand new territory and I'm confused. The part that gets me, is the way I'm feeling pulled in the ways I feel when I'm being pulled towards things like missions is the OPPOSITE way I would expect... Maybe the point is that I'm supposed to be outside my comfort zone, maybe its that I'm so unused to this idea that I can't see that it could be something wonderful, but who knows...
(no, I'm not talking about anything freaky, haha, just some things that have occured to me recently that really have me wondering about my outlook on certain things...)
If you wanna know, send me a message on something more private and we can talk about it. For once its not something bad, HAHA, so I'm not going to whine to you or anything. Just need to talk through it with myself and other people.
(and I know that whole thing sounds REALLY like something its not, haha... the first thing that pops into your head... NO, haha, thats NOT it... if you have no weird first thing... then thats good.)