May 08, 2005 12:49
Ive loved before but never this much.
I long every day to just feel your touch.
But you dont see this world as I do.
There are no murders and sadness to you.
All the world is thought you eyes,
Is chocalate covered sprinkels and a happy suprise.
But thats not the world and you need to see,
That everything has a price and nothing is for free.
And you say you can never say the right thing.
Sometimes its better to say something.
But you never will and thats nothing I can change.
You have the control to cover all in that range.
Im tired of being tired and I guess its no use.
The drugs and addictions were better to abuse.
And the abuse I get is because of trust.
Like an old piece of iron laied out to rust.
I must not be worth that much if you cant express.
This feeling you feel all off your chest.
Or maybe you dont feel anything.
Maybe this was all just another awkward dream.
But I love you more than words can say,
Please dont leave me for some other gay....