Happy Birthday
This is easily the worst birthday I've ever had. There's meh birthdays and then there's bad ones. This was a bad one.
The second worst was when my brother planned a wedding the day before my birthday and basically it was impossible to do anything for my birthday. I spent all of my birthday just traveling to get home. Diner was Carl's Juniors. What a way to treat myself.
I'm too fried go put into words what today was. Let me think on it. But basically I woke up thinking it was a day to die. I had a pain on my right side of my body. It's stress. I've been checked out and it's stress but it hasn't been that bad since law school when I was with S and I thought I was going to die. We were lying in bed and I was there just waiting for the final pop and then I'd be dead. Same thing today. Of course it didn't happen after an hour and so I got out of bed and then started my day.
- I'm still here
The second worst was when my brother planned a wedding the day before my birthday and basically it was impossible to do anything for my birthday. I spent all of my birthday just traveling to get home. Diner was Carl's Juniors. What a way to treat myself.
I'm too fried go put into words what today was. Let me think on it. But basically I woke up thinking it was a day to die. I had a pain on my right side of my body. It's stress. I've been checked out and it's stress but it hasn't been that bad since law school when I was with S and I thought I was going to die. We were lying in bed and I was there just waiting for the final pop and then I'd be dead. Same thing today. Of course it didn't happen after an hour and so I got out of bed and then started my day.
- I'm still here