overanalyze
things I'm currently regretting:
-Moving in with her
-Dating Her
-Leaving Home
-Feeling Guilty
-Not pulling the trigger
-Confiding in people
-Allowing myself to become vulnerable
So I need to get out there and meet people because beating myself up is getting me nowhere and I only lose. I haven't won in so long and I'm wondering if it's even possible anymore. I honestly don't even have drive anymore, I feel like i could just throw in the towel and it'll all be fine. I need to learn so much while I'm here and I believe this is honestly going to be one of the toughest years i've ever had.
Things I need to learn:
-how to cope
-how to become an effective listener
-how to become a problem solver
-how to move on
-how to grow up
-how to let things stay casual
I wish I was back home where the sun shone bright even when gray clouds were out to play. Where any obstacle was turned into a game that i could win, where one day did not feel like one month and people read my emotions like a book so I didn't have to lie when i was asked how i felt.
My hands are shaking and my chest gets heavy when i hear truths that i don't want to believe.
I need to cut down from being such a good guy.
-Moving in with her
-Dating Her
-Leaving Home
-Feeling Guilty
-Not pulling the trigger
-Confiding in people
-Allowing myself to become vulnerable
So I need to get out there and meet people because beating myself up is getting me nowhere and I only lose. I haven't won in so long and I'm wondering if it's even possible anymore. I honestly don't even have drive anymore, I feel like i could just throw in the towel and it'll all be fine. I need to learn so much while I'm here and I believe this is honestly going to be one of the toughest years i've ever had.
Things I need to learn:
-how to cope
-how to become an effective listener
-how to become a problem solver
-how to move on
-how to grow up
-how to let things stay casual
I wish I was back home where the sun shone bright even when gray clouds were out to play. Where any obstacle was turned into a game that i could win, where one day did not feel like one month and people read my emotions like a book so I didn't have to lie when i was asked how i felt.
My hands are shaking and my chest gets heavy when i hear truths that i don't want to believe.
I need to cut down from being such a good guy.