Aug 17, 2003 03:10
Here I sit on this oh so wonderful aero bed.
No lie the things great.
I sit here in my time that I have to spare. I realize I had quite the great conversations and night(once again). I capitalize the "S" as I had quite a few tonight. The first being about the many theories on life. Also in this conversation we talked how religion is just a structure for a person to have because oh so many people in this life need it. The next being my theory on life.
My theory is this... First of there is no hell. I think everyone deserves a chance. I in fact think of earth as hell. We are all here to learn a lesson, a lesson in life. I mean think every experience is a lesson learned. I believe until you've learned EVERY lesson you will continue to be come back here. Once you have achieved these goals you go to a higher place where everyone is just like you and have experienced the same lessons and in this place everyone is truly equal. They are equal in the sense the any petty thing that was here on earth wouldn’t exist because everyone would be oh so educated in every single view point and way.
The convo that ended up following this one is that every 20 pounds you are over weight you penis appears 1/3 of an inch smaller. All the more reason to take care of your body. The only thing that cant be taken away from you is your Body, Mind and Spirit. All as equally important and they all need care.
Then the best convo of tonight was on my family. I came to such an understanding. I see that my parents truly are happier. My mother and my father both tried their best and are both hurting at the moment. Its def something that needed to happen but it makes me feel better that its nothing that makes one feel worse then the other. The both had a great 17 years of marriage but they needed to find their place. Their niche. It’s very important to have that comfort zone. If I could live by one thing it’s, never settle for the bottom of the pile, and always experience everything for yourself. If there one mistake I made in my life (oh and there’s way more then one) it’s that I tried to live my life through other people. Never do that.
Screw people thats for sure. Don’t get my wrong if your on my good side, then ill be there for you anytime but im not gonna worry my self over petty shit.
Duke my friend; you have no idea who I saw at this party tonight. Fucking colleen yes colleen who lived down the street and she’s still pretty as ever.
This will have to conclude today fabulous entry.