Lost
late night, my mind wanders over so many things.
going down that old road
wandering its empty street
lost in it all
where do i belong.
here i stand knowning
not what lies ahead
knowning only that
with out you i feel alone
what do i feel
what is it
can i shape into words
will it ever go away
driping from my hands
wonder what its
how i to know as i fade from this world
what i could have done.
might i have change any
just what is
fails to reach me
i long, i yearn to know your touch, i see only your face, where ever i go i see you when your not there, i wonder what you might have done, who you would have liked and who you would have hated, i wonder how much things could have changed, but they stay the same, i still feel lost, not knowing how to react , the space you filled in my life is gone. as if you where never there at all, the places you called up in me have faded, till all thats left is the glow you left behind as you silently burned your way out of me, the hope i had, how does one describe what they hoped they could share when they dont know what that is.
i dont know any more.
im adrif tin life, ive lost my achor, its gone away, to find its own boat, who was i to think i alone might change things , what is my drive my goal , i no longer now, that its beyond my reach,
as sleep slows my mind, i see the things we shared in a pale light consuming all that i am in slow bites and bits, taking with them the things i cared about most, the reason i stayd has left, the light i saw has gone past me, past me in life in spirt, how can i find you again and will you or i be as we remeber.
going down that old road
wandering its empty street
lost in it all
where do i belong.
here i stand knowning
not what lies ahead
knowning only that
with out you i feel alone
what do i feel
what is it
can i shape into words
will it ever go away
driping from my hands
wonder what its
how i to know as i fade from this world
what i could have done.
might i have change any
just what is
fails to reach me
i long, i yearn to know your touch, i see only your face, where ever i go i see you when your not there, i wonder what you might have done, who you would have liked and who you would have hated, i wonder how much things could have changed, but they stay the same, i still feel lost, not knowing how to react , the space you filled in my life is gone. as if you where never there at all, the places you called up in me have faded, till all thats left is the glow you left behind as you silently burned your way out of me, the hope i had, how does one describe what they hoped they could share when they dont know what that is.
i dont know any more.
im adrif tin life, ive lost my achor, its gone away, to find its own boat, who was i to think i alone might change things , what is my drive my goal , i no longer now, that its beyond my reach,
as sleep slows my mind, i see the things we shared in a pale light consuming all that i am in slow bites and bits, taking with them the things i cared about most, the reason i stayd has left, the light i saw has gone past me, past me in life in spirt, how can i find you again and will you or i be as we remeber.