When the world turns against you do you stare it in the face?

[mrbt]

Anyone who knows me would be able to tell you that im the first one to say that im wrong and apologize for what ever fucked up thing that ive done. But this time im not sorry and i don't feel that im wrong...just taken advantage of. I'm leaving ft. lauderdale behind me, most likely to go back to Melbourne..god melbourne, the one place i didn't think i would ever go back to..is my destination. how weird it feels to want to go back. How bad things were don't even seem comparable to the shit i have to go through here. One of my roommates called it quits this morning and left. Next is my turn, At least their i know people and i am someone..here everyone is the same. your either really cute and stupid or incredible articulate and a troll. no one remotly worth talking with. Sure melbourne is small and some of the people their are stupid but at least its not as shallow, The big problem with melbourne was that everyone cared about what it was you were doing...here no one cares at all. its always work,party,sleep,work,party...ect day after day, i'm just tired of it. I told my grandmother this morning and she is looking forward to me being back near her. I admit that i miss her more than anyone else. Sure i will have to find another job.. and i will have to find an apartment..but i think that in melbourne i can make it on my own this time, and things will be different for me.
So watch out melbourne here i come.