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I feel really lonely lately, like summer's going by so fast and I'm somehow missing it all. It sounds retarded, but I feel like I should get out more and do more things, but lately I really don't have much modivation, I'm a homebody, and it's that I'm lazy, I'm just..having a really down time lately
and...I lack modivation. I'm really starting to miss...well, Cody to be completely honest, but I'm not sure if I should tell him that, because I don't want to get my hopes up for anything. My family life isn't going to great either, both of my sides my family insist on being mad at my dad, and he didn't do anything but stick up for what was right and break up a fight. I don't understand my family these days..at all.
I'm really starting to get sick of my so-called friends making up shit about my personal life and telling others like it's no big deal. Honestly, if I'm even going to tell them, they don't need to spread around my secrets to every fucking person they see.
Rawr.
I need a hug or something.