what the fuck ever.

[mrbones]

I tried to be your friend.
Maybe you would like me better as an enemy?

I shouldnt have to threaten taking my life for my best friend to want to see me.

But its apparent at many times you dont give a fuck about me.
You probably never did.
You probably never will.

so maybe that would be best.

if i were gone, i wouldnt have to deal with other people's bullshit as well as the bullshit i face by myself.

I want to know when i became an inconvenience to you rather than your friend.

Because this friendship has BEEN falling apart for quite some time.

YOU DAWN,

take the MOST MINIMAL efforts out of ANYONE i know to actually uphold a friendship.
i dont know how many times ive heard your answering machine message, i probably know it by heart.

Do you even know what mine sounds like? Probably not.

if you think i want to pick fights maybe i should.

i could be like josh and patrick and all of your other asshole exes who treat you like shit EVERYDAY.
but that wouldnt be me.

if you would like me to be an asshole to you. then thats fine.

but anybody know knows me knows i have been NOTHING but fucking perfect to you.

and yet,

fuck this.