Jun 06, 2012 09:50
This was the strength of our friendship.
You used me until you didn't need me for another second, excluding me while you did it.
Now where am I? Where are you? Neither anywhere to be found. Forgotten already, while I'm still around.
I can't wait to be gone; it doesn't make a difference anyhow.
I was right about our friendship; it was all on me.
What's fucked up is this isn't even your fault. Every peer male that has ever been in your life for more than 3 weeks has managed to do so by groveling in your shadow - starving for attention, begging and settling for scraps. Even now a hurt puppy follows you night and day singing your praises while washing your feet. It is genuinely sad that you think that is what friendship is, or even worse, should be.
I'm not going to grovel anymore. I stopped - and look at the immediate results! That's science for ya. I hold no grudge; it isn't your fault. Unfortunately, it's just who you grew up into.