Oy....depressed....
Yeah, I feelin really down right now. I was bored, so I came to the computer lab, and learned that they are open until 10:00! so they is open way late! so anyways, about me being depressed. I'm probably going to whine more here, so if you don't care, stop reading now. ok, here goes.
I am so freaking lonely, it's not even funny. I have never felt this alone in my entire life. I have nobody here to talk to or to just be with. I want to be with someone, and it sucks not being able to. a lot. You can only spend so long in a small room before you go insane, and I think I have gone insane. I can hardly walk out of my own bedroom without seeing a completely thrashed kitchen and a bunch of guys older than me sitting around playing video games and swearing every other second. I have nothing against video games, don't get me wrong, but I am not for drinking while playing them and using the f word every other second. it is DEPRESSING. I just wish I could get out. I wish I had a car so I could get out and do something, if I am alone it would be fine, I just need to GET OUT. I am SICK of feeling lonely, I am SICK of being trapped in my room, and I am just a very depressed person right now. I miss everyone back home immensely and I WISH I could come see everyone more often, but I am discovering that it is a hassle to try to come home and visit. DAMN. MY. LIFE.
I am so freaking lonely, it's not even funny. I have never felt this alone in my entire life. I have nobody here to talk to or to just be with. I want to be with someone, and it sucks not being able to. a lot. You can only spend so long in a small room before you go insane, and I think I have gone insane. I can hardly walk out of my own bedroom without seeing a completely thrashed kitchen and a bunch of guys older than me sitting around playing video games and swearing every other second. I have nothing against video games, don't get me wrong, but I am not for drinking while playing them and using the f word every other second. it is DEPRESSING. I just wish I could get out. I wish I had a car so I could get out and do something, if I am alone it would be fine, I just need to GET OUT. I am SICK of feeling lonely, I am SICK of being trapped in my room, and I am just a very depressed person right now. I miss everyone back home immensely and I WISH I could come see everyone more often, but I am discovering that it is a hassle to try to come home and visit. DAMN. MY. LIFE.