First post ever without the spell check wanting to kill itself
The fact that I won't allow myself to be sad I think worries some. I don't have time for that feeling anymore. I had feelings For someone And they were not returned. I move on. I want to be sad, but its selfish to think like that I believe the older you get. There is to much going on around you to try and stop the world. Then on top of that make it pity you. The feelings I share with people never leave me.. I just learn how to handle them faster with time.
Had a really good date last night. Been forever since I got to sit have drinks with someone and it just simply be that. It was just a nice evening of dinner and getting to know each other. I actually got lost in conversation with her. Every thing I've tried before has felt so forced. That I'm the one having to try and push some chemistry. No games, no blank stares, no insecure bs and no lack of voice. It was just nice. Plans have been made to see each other again.
Work is moving along. Going to California for next two weeks. Gonna be a lot of work, but damn that paycheck will be awesome. I'm starting to miss things with my constant out of town life style. It's not bothering me as much as I know it will done the line. I think it just keeps me balanced from not having to be me all the time. I just shut of and work for a few days in a place no one knows me. I get to see sites and escape my life's requirements. What's not to like? I just know soon it's not gonna feel that way and I'm going to miss home.
Lots of adventure time and breaking bad
Just finished reading most of "The Boys". Really really fun.
Old kings of leon and Alabama shakes
Need to sleep more
Had a really good date last night. Been forever since I got to sit have drinks with someone and it just simply be that. It was just a nice evening of dinner and getting to know each other. I actually got lost in conversation with her. Every thing I've tried before has felt so forced. That I'm the one having to try and push some chemistry. No games, no blank stares, no insecure bs and no lack of voice. It was just nice. Plans have been made to see each other again.
Work is moving along. Going to California for next two weeks. Gonna be a lot of work, but damn that paycheck will be awesome. I'm starting to miss things with my constant out of town life style. It's not bothering me as much as I know it will done the line. I think it just keeps me balanced from not having to be me all the time. I just shut of and work for a few days in a place no one knows me. I get to see sites and escape my life's requirements. What's not to like? I just know soon it's not gonna feel that way and I'm going to miss home.
Lots of adventure time and breaking bad
Just finished reading most of "The Boys". Really really fun.
Old kings of leon and Alabama shakes
Need to sleep more