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so i guess you could say i brought it all on myself. not all of it. but it was a catalyst. and a large one at that. everything goes so well when you turn the other way, ignoring the issue at hand. you end up hurting people you love and letting down, once again, an important and undeserving person. although they might not think that they are worth certain time nor effort, every ounce that you put into the relationship seems worth it to you. unless you make a drunken effort half the time. drinking is bad, in a nutshell. really bad. for all of those who worry, don't. it is done and over. i'm sorry for hurting the people that care about me. i love you.