Jun 06, 2006 21:48
This is it.
This is me saying that I'm done.
I can't handle any more. There isn't even anything to make a big deal out of, but I've done it. Here's my mountain out of a molehill.
This is me staying up late at night thinking about one night on the beach and one night at the movies where all we did was look into each others eyes. Nothing had to be said, until I wanted more and that was it.
But now, I'm done. I don't care. She can do what she wants, and I'll go ahead living my life. This is me saying goodbye to high school girls with a big "Fuck You" for the postscript.
This is me not obsessing over every look across the room, every inadvertant eye contact, every smile and quick giggle.
This is me hoping for something better next year.