awwewwww fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
is depressed ,,, again,, and once again for absolutely no reason,, since last i posted things have happened to depress me ,, y cat died my wife got sick and a bunch of other shit,,, but i waqsnt sad then,,, now i am and my life is pretty sweet!
I feel like such a dick,,, all is truely well and im totally down,, the thing is i truely love my life!!!! but there is some old shiot creeoping its way back in.
both the dead and the long gone are like fucking romero zombies,,, slowly shambleing back into my life,, shit i thought long since buiried, feelings of inadaquicy i believed i double tapped. short comings i thought rotted off the bone,,,,but no mater how far you run you cant escape the un killable self. I have done some evil shit,,, some evil shit has been done to me,,, and there is un resolved mourning and regret i carry with me all the time,,,,,,and i cant seem to shake it. i miss some people, i have grown to truely dislike a bunch more and the worst part is im indifferent to sooo many i used to take a vested interest in
I feel like such a dick,,, all is truely well and im totally down,, the thing is i truely love my life!!!! but there is some old shiot creeoping its way back in.
both the dead and the long gone are like fucking romero zombies,,, slowly shambleing back into my life,, shit i thought long since buiried, feelings of inadaquicy i believed i double tapped. short comings i thought rotted off the bone,,,,but no mater how far you run you cant escape the un killable self. I have done some evil shit,,, some evil shit has been done to me,,, and there is un resolved mourning and regret i carry with me all the time,,,,,,and i cant seem to shake it. i miss some people, i have grown to truely dislike a bunch more and the worst part is im indifferent to sooo many i used to take a vested interest in