*Sitting, Wishing, Waiting*
So the past few days have been extremely stressful. I have been talking with Dave about moving to Florida for the past few weeks.....it was merely a suggestion to get me out of Merrimack and to somewhere that will hopefully help me go to a better school and make me happier. Alyssa and I had spent the past few weeks looking at apartments in Manchester because we wanted to get a place here, save money, and then move down to Fl in about 8 months or so. Then I realized, that doesn't make any sense....why on Earth would I get an apartment here to SAVE money, when they're so very expensive? Why not just live at home where I don't have to pay rent and save money and then move to FL? And that, is why I've decided I'm moving to Florida. I talked to Pat about this idea and he loved it and agreed that he too wants to get out of Merrimack and try something new. I then told Alyssa about this and she agrees. So now, Pat, Lyssa and I are going to get a 3 bedroom place in Orlando and work and go to school there. I think I'm the only one of the 3 going to school, but hey, its part of the deal with my parents that I have to go to school full time if I'm going to move there. I don't know where I'm going to school yet....but we'll see. Dave says I should go to his school and do the recording arts major, which would be absolutely amazing.....so I'm looking into it. I just don't want people to think that I'm like.....copying him ya know? I love Dave with all my heart and yes of course I'm moving to FL to be closer to him, but I'm doing all of this in hopes that it is going to make me happier and make my life better than it can be here.
Sadly, my mother is devastated and she is trying very hard to be happy for me. But good god, I'm her only child and her and I have a very close relationship so this isn't going to be easy for either of us. Its gunna be real hard moving away from my family but, I'll have Dave and I know he'll make this whole thing much easier. So needless to say, I'm sooooo excited about moving and I can't wait to get everything all set up! :) We're planning on moving end of July, beginning of August so I can be ready to go to school in September....right on sister! haha...on that note, I'm gunna go do some more apartment shopping while I wait for Dave to call me back. *goodnight*
Sadly, my mother is devastated and she is trying very hard to be happy for me. But good god, I'm her only child and her and I have a very close relationship so this isn't going to be easy for either of us. Its gunna be real hard moving away from my family but, I'll have Dave and I know he'll make this whole thing much easier. So needless to say, I'm sooooo excited about moving and I can't wait to get everything all set up! :) We're planning on moving end of July, beginning of August so I can be ready to go to school in September....right on sister! haha...on that note, I'm gunna go do some more apartment shopping while I wait for Dave to call me back. *goodnight*