Sep 19, 2004 21:35
haha. So yeah, things have changed since I've written. If I check the moods on the past 3 or 4 entries, it's amazing to see that theyre all on the sad side. Now, I feel like a completely different person, being home that is. Yeah. I'm that girl who couldn't handle college. I've had a lot of crap to deal with the past week or so. I've felt pressured to think things that I was too afraid to think for myself. I know my parents are "dissapointed" in me for not staying at a University. But it wasn't for me and I'm not about to stay somewhere that I don't belong. I got the balls to make a hardcore decision like that, and I'm more than okay with it, and thats all at matters. :)
Well, I just took a 40 minute break from writing in here. haha. Rachel called me so I chatted with her for a bit and then I just filled out the application for Hesser.
So I went out dinner last night with Matt, Sean, brooke and this other girl I didn't know to the Texas Roadhouse. Good stuff. After that, Matt, Sean and I took Brooke home and we went up to Keene to visit Nicky! We ended up partyin hard at this sketchy house, but free substances are NEVER too sketchy for me. haha.
Alright, well I'm gunna go cause now I have ADD and can't think.
Dave and I are good. We miss eachother like crazy, but it makes me look forward to Christmas :) Love rules, and so do me and Dave.