Amazing night
So I've recently decided to quit smoking, mostly because its an expensive habit and its an economically trying time for me, but also because its not the healthiest choice of habits =p In addition, I've started to cut out other bad habits in my life. For instance, the night before last while playing World of Warcraft I managed to get so frustrated that I hit my keyboard and broke one of the supports that props it up. The keyboard still works, but I don't like putting myself into situations where I don't have direct control over my own emotions. I'm going to either A) cut back or B) Sell my account and quit. I could use the money and there are always other opportunities to play WoW in life, but there are few where I can keep my own piece of mind.
Yesterday morning, I was up at 6 a.m. so I decided to go for a walk. I did a circuit around my neighborhood and ended up doing 1.5 miles in about 20 minutes. I felt really good yesterday. So the combination of getting some good exercise in (my body was sore in all the good ways, ways that mean that its responding to activity again), not having smoked a cigarette for 8 days as of yesterday, not playing WoW and instead getting work around the house done made my day really amazing.
To add to that awesomeness, I had this amazing conversation with a woman that I've always thought is amazing, but right now am totally enamored and enthralled with. Just letting you know I'm thinking of you Victoria, lol. We had this nice conversation last night that had my creative juices (among other types of juices) flowing freely for the first time in probably a year. I've been creative during the school year, but it wasn't just oozing out of me like it used to, like it did last night. I'm really happy that she inspires me to new heights. I just hope that I don't get too attached to her. Shes an amazing fantasy that I would love to make into a reality but then I'd like it to be a recurring reality, and that may not be possible. I'm being vague and cryptic, but that's really for her privacy, not mine. Needless to say I was up until 5 a.m. texting back and forth with her. I was so giddy and energized by our conversation that I kept running up and down the stairs to the basement trying to make sure I had a signal.
So its been a good couple of days and I'm happy, very happy with the place that I'm in right now, emotionally. If only I could get my fiscal and financial happiness to this same level, then I'd have no worries ^_^
Oh, one last thing: Now Playing: Neilio - Streetmusic [The Beginning] (2009) AMAZING SONG. Caps aside, I've been listening to it for two weeks, at first only occasionally but now like 10+ times a day. It has a point in the song that inspires euphoric feelings. Its a Hardstyle song (so don't be surprised if you look it up on youtube or something) and is in the "shuffle" category of hardstyle music so its certainly an acquired taste but if you have a chance, give it a listen.
Later!
Yesterday morning, I was up at 6 a.m. so I decided to go for a walk. I did a circuit around my neighborhood and ended up doing 1.5 miles in about 20 minutes. I felt really good yesterday. So the combination of getting some good exercise in (my body was sore in all the good ways, ways that mean that its responding to activity again), not having smoked a cigarette for 8 days as of yesterday, not playing WoW and instead getting work around the house done made my day really amazing.
To add to that awesomeness, I had this amazing conversation with a woman that I've always thought is amazing, but right now am totally enamored and enthralled with. Just letting you know I'm thinking of you Victoria, lol. We had this nice conversation last night that had my creative juices (among other types of juices) flowing freely for the first time in probably a year. I've been creative during the school year, but it wasn't just oozing out of me like it used to, like it did last night. I'm really happy that she inspires me to new heights. I just hope that I don't get too attached to her. Shes an amazing fantasy that I would love to make into a reality but then I'd like it to be a recurring reality, and that may not be possible. I'm being vague and cryptic, but that's really for her privacy, not mine. Needless to say I was up until 5 a.m. texting back and forth with her. I was so giddy and energized by our conversation that I kept running up and down the stairs to the basement trying to make sure I had a signal.
So its been a good couple of days and I'm happy, very happy with the place that I'm in right now, emotionally. If only I could get my fiscal and financial happiness to this same level, then I'd have no worries ^_^
Oh, one last thing: Now Playing: Neilio - Streetmusic [The Beginning] (2009) AMAZING SONG. Caps aside, I've been listening to it for two weeks, at first only occasionally but now like 10+ times a day. It has a point in the song that inspires euphoric feelings. Its a Hardstyle song (so don't be surprised if you look it up on youtube or something) and is in the "shuffle" category of hardstyle music so its certainly an acquired taste but if you have a chance, give it a listen.
Later!