oh dear.
hi Lj, my friend.
how are you?
me? well. thats why Im here. my life has gone to shit in the course of a month.
quick recap? I'd love too.
"don't you feel a lot better when you finally get to say things you've been meaning to - but instead you just keep them inside? i know i feel better about us now. i think we've discovered what the root of the problem(s) were, and now we can move on to the next friendship step.. whatever that is haha."
"see, i'm opening up. haha. it just takes a little poking and prodding, which you have been the supplier of. so i thank you for not giving up on me, and making me express my feelings towards you about what you want to hear. &have it be the truth.
this is progress!
progress is good.
we should have a lauren & alex a+ progress cake. "
"i want us to be friends again... i'm being genuine when i tell you this, because i do care about you as a friend. i don't want us to drift apart for another two years."
thats what she said a month ago.
now she wont talk to me. shes pushing me away, fighting with me. refuses to talk. all the same stupid games she pulls every time. shes moving back home. her parents hate me. reason #1. reasons #2-??? shes acting desperate for attention from guys. doing childish shit online. begging for people to say I love you your so hott! etc. its not good enough when I say it. Im just me.
I really dont know what to do anymore. everything was going so well. I thought we were past the games. past the lies.
I really just dont know anymore.
as for work, and the rest of my social life, friends have forgotten about me, and work is good, but I dont make enough money. the end.
how are you?
me? well. thats why Im here. my life has gone to shit in the course of a month.
quick recap? I'd love too.
"don't you feel a lot better when you finally get to say things you've been meaning to - but instead you just keep them inside? i know i feel better about us now. i think we've discovered what the root of the problem(s) were, and now we can move on to the next friendship step.. whatever that is haha."
"see, i'm opening up. haha. it just takes a little poking and prodding, which you have been the supplier of. so i thank you for not giving up on me, and making me express my feelings towards you about what you want to hear. &have it be the truth.
this is progress!
progress is good.
we should have a lauren & alex a+ progress cake. "
"i want us to be friends again... i'm being genuine when i tell you this, because i do care about you as a friend. i don't want us to drift apart for another two years."
thats what she said a month ago.
now she wont talk to me. shes pushing me away, fighting with me. refuses to talk. all the same stupid games she pulls every time. shes moving back home. her parents hate me. reason #1. reasons #2-??? shes acting desperate for attention from guys. doing childish shit online. begging for people to say I love you your so hott! etc. its not good enough when I say it. Im just me.
I really dont know what to do anymore. everything was going so well. I thought we were past the games. past the lies.
I really just dont know anymore.
as for work, and the rest of my social life, friends have forgotten about me, and work is good, but I dont make enough money. the end.