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I'm wondering how pissed she is.
I really wouldn't be surprised if it's a lot, the Carly I knew really hated being caught in a moment of weakness. This would definitely count under that. Moment of weakness with the husband who's currently trying to kill her, and she's trying to kill. So yeah, she's probably pissed. I probably wouldn't blame her if I was in her place. In fact, I was, but that was before I knew I was married to the enemy.
And now that I'm thinking about it, I'm going to have to yell at Madsen again over that. Even though she was worse. A lot worse.
Maybe asking her to meet me wasn't the best idea. At least not here. I came alone, but I'm the slightly more honest of the two. She could ambush me, no problem, despite what the message I left her said. I wouldn't be surprised. It could all be over really fast. I know I could do it without screwing up. It'd take some work with the people around, but I could do it. And if I could do it, she could do it.
But I like this place anyway. Nice, a little nicer than any place I ever took her too, which'll probably piss her off more. I think I just can't help myself at this point. It's not like I'm perfectly happy and completely calm in all this, but I'm pretty sure I'm at least the calmer one. And if I can be holding all the cards that'll drive her nuts, she might get sloppy.
I watched the dancers on the floor not too far away from my table, and then I saw her out of the corner of my eye. I turned in my chair so I could see her completely, and then sort of wished I hadn't. She looks good. Really good. She would do that too me.
Alright, maybe I don't hold every card.
"So how did you feel after?" I stood, half out of polite reflex and half out of the reflex that comes with knowing it's harder to fight back if you're in a chair. "I got pretty sick, but I'm guessing it was worse for you than it was for me."
Either she doesn't remember me being there, or she thinks it wasn't real. Either way, that expression's priceless. I don't hold every card, but I've got a few here.
And I think that's going to be enough.
I really wouldn't be surprised if it's a lot, the Carly I knew really hated being caught in a moment of weakness. This would definitely count under that. Moment of weakness with the husband who's currently trying to kill her, and she's trying to kill. So yeah, she's probably pissed. I probably wouldn't blame her if I was in her place. In fact, I was, but that was before I knew I was married to the enemy.
And now that I'm thinking about it, I'm going to have to yell at Madsen again over that. Even though she was worse. A lot worse.
Maybe asking her to meet me wasn't the best idea. At least not here. I came alone, but I'm the slightly more honest of the two. She could ambush me, no problem, despite what the message I left her said. I wouldn't be surprised. It could all be over really fast. I know I could do it without screwing up. It'd take some work with the people around, but I could do it. And if I could do it, she could do it.
But I like this place anyway. Nice, a little nicer than any place I ever took her too, which'll probably piss her off more. I think I just can't help myself at this point. It's not like I'm perfectly happy and completely calm in all this, but I'm pretty sure I'm at least the calmer one. And if I can be holding all the cards that'll drive her nuts, she might get sloppy.
I watched the dancers on the floor not too far away from my table, and then I saw her out of the corner of my eye. I turned in my chair so I could see her completely, and then sort of wished I hadn't. She looks good. Really good. She would do that too me.
Alright, maybe I don't hold every card.
"So how did you feel after?" I stood, half out of polite reflex and half out of the reflex that comes with knowing it's harder to fight back if you're in a chair. "I got pretty sick, but I'm guessing it was worse for you than it was for me."
Either she doesn't remember me being there, or she thinks it wasn't real. Either way, that expression's priceless. I don't hold every card, but I've got a few here.
And I think that's going to be enough.