take the long way home...
is it weird to be happy and sad, excited and depressed, content and angry...all at once? depressed...but not. what if all these emotions are about the same thing? does it make sense??
...half of me feels like running around and having the best time of my life, the other half just feels like crying. i dont know the answer to anything anymore.
you know that feeling like when youre having the time of your life, and then for a second everything calms down, and for that split second youre reminded of everything bad...and you feel like your heart...is just goign to cave in?
...this is how i live my life
im climbing the monkey bars of life, and its raining out..ever so slightly. just enough to give you that tingly feeling when you grab for the next bar and almost slip off...you look down and theres nothing there, just darkness..
..and for some reason i dont cross over...just hang there over the darkness, and stare into it, waiting for an answer...familiar faces on all sides of me, but i dont cross over to any of them...just wait there
its not bad to hang there though..it only hurts when you stop to think about it.
...half of me feels like running around and having the best time of my life, the other half just feels like crying. i dont know the answer to anything anymore.
you know that feeling like when youre having the time of your life, and then for a second everything calms down, and for that split second youre reminded of everything bad...and you feel like your heart...is just goign to cave in?
...this is how i live my life
im climbing the monkey bars of life, and its raining out..ever so slightly. just enough to give you that tingly feeling when you grab for the next bar and almost slip off...you look down and theres nothing there, just darkness..
..and for some reason i dont cross over...just hang there over the darkness, and stare into it, waiting for an answer...familiar faces on all sides of me, but i dont cross over to any of them...just wait there
its not bad to hang there though..it only hurts when you stop to think about it.