as i dream in broken hearted rapture

Aug 30, 2005 13:07

never have i been so depressed. not really depressed, but hung up. the momentary relief i get from sleeping is even broken. it seems like i can't stop dwelling on failure after failure.

i was very embarrassed today. my mom tells me to call for this job she says i can get, but what i find out is that there were qualifications you must have to obtain that job. now i will go to my dentist appointment humbled.

there is no peace. one way train's of thought are torture, but the pain ebbs when she's around. it won't stop.

i said that i'd laugh at jesus as he grew more and more ashamed of the people calling themselves his followers. as his head slid lower down the cross, i'd point, because attempting to curb man's vanity and corruption is a road of eternal mockery.
Previous post
Up