CanHappinessAndVanityCoExist?...
Guess who's insomnia is back? WHOOP!! Fucking hell...
Favourite....
1. gum: extra
2. restaurant: chinese
3. drink: gin or tea
4. season: summer..we're gettin close
5. type of weather: sunny and warm and not all sticky and horrible please
6. emotion: anticipation
7. what to do on a half day: see my friends and giggle about nothing
8. late-night activity: drinking with friends and giggle about nothing
9. sport: running. Makes me feel like i'm gettin somewhere and leaving stuff behind. God how emo was that answer??
10. city: Sheffield at the moment though i'm feeling drawn to York again which is cool seeing as i'm moving back there in 3 months.
11. store: prob h & m
_______When was the last time you_______
12. cried: last night fucking pussy that i am
13. played a sport: hahahha yeh.
14. laughed: all today at bec and ben
15. hugged someone: uhm...think it was on sunday night/monday morning after me and matt argued
16. kissed someone: thursday night
17. felt depressed: today and the fact i wished i wasn't depressed me even more
18. felt overworked: jesus, not in a long time. I'm a waster!
19. faked sick: uhm over xmas when i was working at topshop. I wanted to stay in bed.
20. lied: probably today.
_______What was the last_______
21. word you said: smell [as in "doesn't it smell" when becca fished a rolly out of a fag packet in the bin lol. That's class
right there ladies and gents]
22. thing you ate: chocolate
23. band you listened to: Brandtson
24. thing you drank: water.
25. place you went to: Tescos
26. movie you saw: Hide and Seek. It sucked.
27. movie you rented: No frigging clue...
_______Who was the last person you_______
28. hugged: Matt
29. cried over: Matt
30. kissed: Matt
31. danced with: Uhm Bec i think
32. shared a secret with: Bec
33. had a sleepover with: Bec
34. called: My little sister
36. saw: Bec
37. were angry with: Matt
38. couldn't take your eyes off of: Matt bleurgh
39. obsessed over: hmmm someone who totally wasn't worth it
_______Have you ever_______
40. danced in the rain: yeh
41. kissed someone: yeh
43. drank alcohol: choh! yeh
44. partied 'til the sun came up: yeh
45. had a movie marathon: loads
46. gone too far on a dare: yeh
47. spun until you were immensely dizzy: ahha yeh
48. taken a survey quite like this before: yes and i'm beginning to wonder why i keep putting myself through this
_______My life_______
49. name: lex
50. gender: femme
51. birthday: april 23rd, 19 days !!
52. relationship: yeh i have one
53. nationality: british
54. occupation: arrogant bitch ["vindictive slag" haha] and loose cannon
_______Play_______
55. i'm feeling: NOT AT ALL TIRED WHYYYY
57. i'm doing: this shitty thing duh
58. i'm talking to: last days of april now [which is when my birthday is people]
59. i'm craving: a cigarette and some sleep if that's at all possible?
60. i'm thinking of: a trip to london with team lex and benefuckingcassim
61. i'm hating: my fucking fucked up eye. [excuse my potty mouth please]
_______Love_______
62. people i love? a choice few. Main ones being : my family obv, Team Lex: Stu and Ben <333 Team Man: Bec Matt n Ben. Actriviro is my love. Nick Hobbs is an ace friend and beautiful to look at as well..what more could i want! And i think that's it. I don't like many people really. My mum says i'm too cliquey. Pishposh mother.
63. my first love: was a fucking dick and i wish i'd never met him
64. my current love: myself. "arrogance is my best friend"
65. love or lust: both cos i'm a greedy sod
66. best love song to me: at the moment it's Bright Eyes, This is the first day of my life <3
67. is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: i don't think so no
68. when love hurts you: you know it's real
69. is there such thing as love @ first sight?: nope
_______Opposite sex_______
70. turn ons: nice eyes and smile, funny, arrogance, unattainability and the perfect amount of sleaze
71. turn offs: liars, bad kissers, horrible teeth, no intelligence
72. do your parents' opinion on your gf/bf matter to you?: sometimes but not really. We have totally different taste thank god.
73. what kind of hairstyle are you into?: it depends on the person.
74. what is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you? Make me feel important to them
75. where do you go to meet new people? in the general direction of alcohol
76. are you the type of person to HOLLA and ask for numbers?: HAHA. I can honestly say i would never 'holla' at anyone. If you see me with an inclination to do the above please stab me in the eye face. Ta.
_______Picky picky_______
77. dog or cat: dogs obv. Cat's suck dick. For money. That's what i heard.
78. short or long hair: depends.
79. sunshine or rain: sunshine.
80. hugs or kisses: bothhhhh cos i'm still greedy
81. summer or winter: summer.
82. written letters or e-mails: Written please
83. playstation or nintendo: don't care i suck at both no doubt
84. car or motorcycle: car.
85. house party or club: house party.
86. sing or dance: I can't do one without the other
87. freak or slow dance: sorry what? 'Freak'? Ha.
_______Lately_______
88. how are you today? sleep deprived. Keep rubbing it in.
89. what pants are you wearing right now? black french knickers. Shock horror!
90. what shirt are you wearing right now? a green vest that i love
91. what does your hair look like at the moment? it's down with a quiff and it's looking ace cos my trashy roots are the fucking best.
92. what song are you listening to right now? Fall out boy haha and it's "it's not a side effect of the cocaine i'm thinking it must be love" [Becca: "Do you know lex i don't think you listen to this band enough...oh wait..."]
93. how is the weather right now? I don't know, it's half five in the morning.
94. who was last person you talked to on the phone? my sister..have we not been through this before?
95. last dream i can remember? making cakes with bec and ben and they wouldnt let me help cos everything i touch goes wrong. Ha think that's easy to interpret.
96. Is there someone you want but you cant have? Uhm in a way
97. Believe in soulmates? yeh
How can a questionnaire end on number 97?? That's silly. And makes me feel kind uncomfortable. Hmm. Let's not go into the whole numbers thing it'll just scare/baffle/amuse you too much.
I NEED GODDAMN SLEEP.
i have to ring the docs in 3 and a half hours to get an appt for the death on my face. I showed Beth earlier on webcam and she gave me sympathy. I did zombie impressions at her. She was loving it. I miss her.
I am going to bed and if i don't sleep i'm holding you all personally responsible.
I might try to track down the person who left my anonymous comment and see if they wanna hang out. They seem fun. And not bitter. Oh no.
Anonymous commenters are the best.
Right sleep. Yes.
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