Further down the river sits my salvation....
I made a very important discovery today... I always thought that I knew who I was. I was always so sure that I knew exactly who I was inside, and what I would always be like, for all time. I turned out not so much to be wrong, but I surprised myself in a big way this afternoon. I looked at myself in the mirror in the closet and saw a completly different person than I had a self image of. It shocked me. To know that, what you were so positive was real and what was so "you" was so wrong, was a very stern awakening to my subconscience.
I realized that I will never be the same person inside. Because I change alot everyday, to what I consider to be a better person. This opened my eyes to the fact that we are an ever evolving race. We all change, and Skeeter is a perfect example of that. He has changed so many times to fit his current tastes it has scared some people that thought they knew him. I have expected this from everyone one I knew in my life, except myself. I need to do some serious thinking and soul searching... this is why further down the river I will find who I am and who you all are...
I realized that I will never be the same person inside. Because I change alot everyday, to what I consider to be a better person. This opened my eyes to the fact that we are an ever evolving race. We all change, and Skeeter is a perfect example of that. He has changed so many times to fit his current tastes it has scared some people that thought they knew him. I have expected this from everyone one I knew in my life, except myself. I need to do some serious thinking and soul searching... this is why further down the river I will find who I am and who you all are...