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i deleted my real livejournal and myspace the other day ..im tired of people i know not giving a crap about me and posting my heart out and noone giving a shit or telling me they care..anyways you perverts seem to like me better than people i actually know
i havent had sex since august and that was with someone back home in nj..now im in portland accross the country going to grad school with more people that dont want to go out of their way to talk to me..
i need head or somefemale companionship i was talkingto a girl but i scared her away cuase i was too eager. and wanted her to likeme and i dunno i just get worse and worse at relationships as i get older..