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Things are okay. I keep having to remind myself that everything is going to work out. Eventually. It always does.
Since being back, I have really come to realize who my friends are and that has made me sorta sad.
On the bright side of that, though, maybe it will force me go out and forge some new relationships with persons of a different personality type.
P and I are going strong. She's a good woman for me. Even when we are bickering and fighting, she has taught me alot about paitance and
thinking before reacting (which I have always been pretty horrible about) and that has really taught me alot about myself. Our relationship is goin' strong. We are fastly approaching our one year anniversary, which is exciting. We have alot of plans for the future. That excites me.
My mind has been waundering in the direction of continuing my education. I know I want/need to go to school and pick up a trade of sorts.
I have been heavily weighing the option of mechanic school. Since this whole adventure started with the RV, I have been learning more and more about cars and how they work and different parts of the engine and whatnot. It fascinates me. I am really excited by the thought of going to this school, but need to really get my ass in gear and motivate myself to make it happen. I don't know what it is in my life, but I seriously lack motivation, which really holds me back on alot of things. It's not the pot, because I have been this way my whole damn life.
I worked for four hours today. Moving a couple out of their adorable Oakland house and into a 24' moving truck. They are LA bound.
Worked my body out good. Calling in the morning to schedule my hysto appointment. Kinda nervous, but in an excited to get it out of the way kinda way. I guess the whole wait is becoming worth it.
Well, stay good, friends list.
Since being back, I have really come to realize who my friends are and that has made me sorta sad.
On the bright side of that, though, maybe it will force me go out and forge some new relationships with persons of a different personality type.
P and I are going strong. She's a good woman for me. Even when we are bickering and fighting, she has taught me alot about paitance and
thinking before reacting (which I have always been pretty horrible about) and that has really taught me alot about myself. Our relationship is goin' strong. We are fastly approaching our one year anniversary, which is exciting. We have alot of plans for the future. That excites me.
My mind has been waundering in the direction of continuing my education. I know I want/need to go to school and pick up a trade of sorts.
I have been heavily weighing the option of mechanic school. Since this whole adventure started with the RV, I have been learning more and more about cars and how they work and different parts of the engine and whatnot. It fascinates me. I am really excited by the thought of going to this school, but need to really get my ass in gear and motivate myself to make it happen. I don't know what it is in my life, but I seriously lack motivation, which really holds me back on alot of things. It's not the pot, because I have been this way my whole damn life.
I worked for four hours today. Moving a couple out of their adorable Oakland house and into a 24' moving truck. They are LA bound.
Worked my body out good. Calling in the morning to schedule my hysto appointment. Kinda nervous, but in an excited to get it out of the way kinda way. I guess the whole wait is becoming worth it.
Well, stay good, friends list.