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[mr_teh_sex]

why do i feel this way as of late..... i cannot help how i feel yet it just ends up me being hurt.
i fall into the same traps only to climb up to fall once again..
im tired of getting hurt and being let into a false sense of security and false hopes.
these thoughts cannot escape my mind of you yet i cannot stop.......

"why must this downward spiral persist
i neva wanted my life like this
i give and give
yet you still take
each waking day a new monotany
you will forsake the things i do
never to realize my love was true
my heart bruised black and blue
but i keep crawling back to you"