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[mr_teh_sex]

FUck here i am now, traped in this monotaney..

shit here we go now..

yeah my life is worthless, and more so meaningless.

if i dindt have my friends by my side to make me la ugh id just give in

i wont get my permit for a while because my madre has to order my birf certificit and s.s card cause they burned with my house....

i wont get a job anytime soon for those reasons and the apathy that comes apon me bout getting one..

lately i have been having more anxiety attacks than ever...

all ido is play star ocean:till the end of time. untill i go to bed becuase im so pathetic like that..

my worthlessness just consumes everything..

i cant even have a full conversation with christina because there are to many pauses in between whats said to actually make something of it......and this sadnes me because the one i care about most i feel most distant to...... i havnt seen her in bout a month and it makes me sad because i miss holding her..

and her situation at home makes me so upset and filled with rage i want to punch a midget...

*sigh*

"i wish i would never hurt again"

goodbye