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So, i will be going to PA this week for a while. There are somethings that I need to get away from, mainly so I can think about them and try to fix them or rather have them work out in their best interests. I guess that this is about me taking responsibility for my happiness, since I am really the only person that can do that...well, I should say that I am the one directly responsible for that...there is one other that can make me happy, but he can only do it indirectly.
My summer has been okay. My parents came down about two weeks ago and stayed for a week. I guess that I had a real good time with them, especially since I wanna go home to do some family stuff with them. They already said that they would buy me some more things, so that's not a bad tradeoff...I have been going into work trying to get somethings done...I got my office cleaned and it looks really good. Ordered some new drums and they came in...they look good.
Other than that, my summer has been consumed with trying to figure out what goning on in my heart. There is so much that is going on there but I really don't want to get into right now...All I know is that loving someone isn't always what its cracked up to be...however, I am sure that loving someone and being loved in return would knock anyones socks off. Right now, I do not know...
However, I know that sometimes changes are a good thing. I wouldn't be too surprised if there are alot of changes in store...Now mind you that even though I may think that the change is good, others may not, but that is just life...and its never fair to everyone at the same time...