Dissaffected........
at 9.05 she finaly texted me. Even weirder it wasn't to blow me off. So we went to the Brudenell social which was half death metal/half dodgy old mans club. Weird. She also bought her house mate and another friend. But we all got onreally well and had a good night.
I was surposed to be seeing her last night at work...but the manager phoned me 20 mins before my shif started and told me that she didnt need me in. I then asked her when my shifts were next week. She said thur/fri/sat evening. Well for a kick off i knew i did have 5 shifts on the rota! Also thurs/fir/sat??!!!!NIGHT!!!! FUCK THIS. They are taking the piss. Im getting out of their sharpish. I just need to be able to raise enugh money to go to renewal at the end of august and live through august and sept. I already have the money for my rent this month and next month i get paid just over my rent from the first of the two jobs i have. The second dose not start till the end of sept. It so frustrating being totaly broke but not being able to use the frustration to drive myself to get better jobs...because i already have beter jobs!! I am just waiting for the start dates!!!! AAAGGGHHHHHH.
Things are getting all mad in the house. A large proportion of which is attributed to us all being in the house with each other too much. Their are some other things as well. But their are not my place to talk about (first) over the internet. But things are all a bit tense and i cant see them being any less so for the next few week. I am sure it will all come out in the wash...i have confidence in the people involved. But the next few weeks are gonna be tricky for those concerend and those within the blast radiouse. Still...when push comes to shove (which i think it might be) everybody that i live with is a decent person and i want to be living with them. Just right now is hard.
Skipping topic abitaraly (as is my right to do in my own journal). I should be going to FAB cafe with Keira (thats the girl...have i meantioned her name??) on monday night. But i have been asked to come along with her and her friends...and my friends are welcome too. So anybody wanna go to FAB on monday?? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! I dont wannna look like loser with no friends.
See you all,
Regards, Jimmy Porter.
I was surposed to be seeing her last night at work...but the manager phoned me 20 mins before my shif started and told me that she didnt need me in. I then asked her when my shifts were next week. She said thur/fri/sat evening. Well for a kick off i knew i did have 5 shifts on the rota! Also thurs/fir/sat??!!!!NIGHT!!!! FUCK THIS. They are taking the piss. Im getting out of their sharpish. I just need to be able to raise enugh money to go to renewal at the end of august and live through august and sept. I already have the money for my rent this month and next month i get paid just over my rent from the first of the two jobs i have. The second dose not start till the end of sept. It so frustrating being totaly broke but not being able to use the frustration to drive myself to get better jobs...because i already have beter jobs!! I am just waiting for the start dates!!!! AAAGGGHHHHHH.
Things are getting all mad in the house. A large proportion of which is attributed to us all being in the house with each other too much. Their are some other things as well. But their are not my place to talk about (first) over the internet. But things are all a bit tense and i cant see them being any less so for the next few week. I am sure it will all come out in the wash...i have confidence in the people involved. But the next few weeks are gonna be tricky for those concerend and those within the blast radiouse. Still...when push comes to shove (which i think it might be) everybody that i live with is a decent person and i want to be living with them. Just right now is hard.
Skipping topic abitaraly (as is my right to do in my own journal). I should be going to FAB cafe with Keira (thats the girl...have i meantioned her name??) on monday night. But i have been asked to come along with her and her friends...and my friends are welcome too. So anybody wanna go to FAB on monday?? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! I dont wannna look like loser with no friends.
See you all,
Regards, Jimmy Porter.