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Okay I've changed my mind again..not really hanging on to my thoughts am I?
But it seems that some people will still be reading this thing. And they are almost demanding me to keep posting here. So it's not entirely my own decision. And posting once a month or so must be able, even for me.
In the meantime not much has happend I think, or did it? I'm still me and the world is still the same. Or maybe not. The visit of Katsumi and Aoi stirred things up a bit. It made me realize certain things. Things that I've been missing out on for quite a while now. No I'm not saying that I have seen the light and will change my life drastically, but maybe I will change a teeny tiny bit.
Katsumi is trying to get a visa at the moment so she can stay a bit longer with us. Aoi has to go back unfortunately, she's still too busy with school and things like that. So we'll be getting her on the plane next tuesday.
Maybe I will do the same at some point, but it would be hard for me to leave my friends and mother for a year or so again. I've lived in the Netherlands for almost 5 or 6 years and at a certain point you will miss them, even though you keep in touch or see them so now and then. I moved back for that goddamn reason (and some other reasons). But on the other hand I fell in love with that country. Difficult, difficult.
I will make up my mind about this some day. And I can't stash Katsumi under my bed either...great distances between people are a bitch if you ask me. And before anyone wonders, we are not dating.
I have to go now, I still have to finish some songs but my inspiration is failing.
Thank god I'm suffering from some insomnia again. So it's good for something (except for my health)
But it seems that some people will still be reading this thing. And they are almost demanding me to keep posting here. So it's not entirely my own decision. And posting once a month or so must be able, even for me.
In the meantime not much has happend I think, or did it? I'm still me and the world is still the same. Or maybe not. The visit of Katsumi and Aoi stirred things up a bit. It made me realize certain things. Things that I've been missing out on for quite a while now. No I'm not saying that I have seen the light and will change my life drastically, but maybe I will change a teeny tiny bit.
Katsumi is trying to get a visa at the moment so she can stay a bit longer with us. Aoi has to go back unfortunately, she's still too busy with school and things like that. So we'll be getting her on the plane next tuesday.
Maybe I will do the same at some point, but it would be hard for me to leave my friends and mother for a year or so again. I've lived in the Netherlands for almost 5 or 6 years and at a certain point you will miss them, even though you keep in touch or see them so now and then. I moved back for that goddamn reason (and some other reasons). But on the other hand I fell in love with that country. Difficult, difficult.
I will make up my mind about this some day. And I can't stash Katsumi under my bed either...great distances between people are a bitch if you ask me. And before anyone wonders, we are not dating.
I have to go now, I still have to finish some songs but my inspiration is failing.
Thank god I'm suffering from some insomnia again. So it's good for something (except for my health)