Wasted year?

[mr_sellofeign]

Apparently, the girl I just psent the last year of my life feels I rushed her pace of life. Bullshit. Like I put a gun to her head and told her do what we did. My life just keeps getting worse and worse. No money, no girlfriend, few real friends, and falling deeper and deeper into depression. I quit taking my anti-depressants when I fell for her...and now I'm starting think I should start them again but if I do, The Navy will shit a brick and not let me do what I want to do. Why is it, when a bunch of GOOD things happen, the really shitty one overshadow them all?

Progression of emotions...

like > Love > happiness > hurt > Pain > Misery > Anger > Depression and then the cycle begins again...when ?

I need to get laid