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so. i had contradicting plans for the evening. i suppose i still do. but i'm going to cancel both. one because it's a date but i am not interested in a girl who wants me as a boyfriend just so she can have a boyfriend. so l'll do the right thing and not waste her time. the other plans were with tiff but tonight i just want to be alone where no one knows me, so i can think. i'll think about how much my life has changed for the better and it makes the thought of depression silly. i'll think about even though i still sometimes feel spiraling and numb. i'll think about how lonely i am and how i like it that way. i'll think about how damn funny dane cook is and that people say i remind them of him. finally i'll think of everything else. school is going to kick my ass this year.
-nolan-
-nolan-