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i just had the date from hell. i pick up this girl i have been hanging out with and am semi interested in, no problems, yet! driving to montgomery she gets a phone call and is being kind of, well, secretive. i say jokingly, but since i am monotoned it probley didn't sound like a joke, is that your boyfriend. she told the person on the other line i have to go and she said yes to me. yes? we were on a date. this girl kissed me the other night. yes she said but he doesn't mind if i date other guys.... i said well i do and it became a non date. we went to the mall. i hung out with friends while she did christmas shopping, i took her home. she said i feel like a bitch because i really do like you and you must think i am horrible. i said i am not judgmental enough to think that and goodnight. she said she was going to come see me at work tomorrow and i said whatever. thus ends my peice of shit date no kiss goodnight, she knew better. and now i am out of cigarettes, not that she even mattered, it was a casual thing that didn't work, but i am full of teenage angst. i might try to quit smoking again. i haven't decided yet but whatever happens over the next couple of days we will decide