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sober now, the lonliness bites again
i just shook off a sleepless night (anxiety again) to leave my apartment at 3am to walk 5 miles through icy mist so i could put in an 11-hour day on an assembly line putting together video game parts for christmas. my feet are sore and i've no money for food, or a bus home, so it's another 5 miles home. i'd like to celebrate something like this without being a total fuck-up.i guess i'll have to try: i'll go ask my old boss to loan me some groceries until payday and have a nice, fattening dinner before going out in my costume and hopefully there will be friends (at least people who are nice to me). steak is my current favorite, it's cheap at the store and i have a knack for cooking it up with pickled chilis and ginger or garlic...
ah well... as long as i start my bedtime ritual with an epsom bath for my feet, all should be well.
happy halloween - may your treats be sweet and your tricks be rotten
=P
edit: i'm making toys for christmas while wearing a grinch t-shirt. go me.
i just shook off a sleepless night (anxiety again) to leave my apartment at 3am to walk 5 miles through icy mist so i could put in an 11-hour day on an assembly line putting together video game parts for christmas. my feet are sore and i've no money for food, or a bus home, so it's another 5 miles home. i'd like to celebrate something like this without being a total fuck-up.i guess i'll have to try: i'll go ask my old boss to loan me some groceries until payday and have a nice, fattening dinner before going out in my costume and hopefully there will be friends (at least people who are nice to me). steak is my current favorite, it's cheap at the store and i have a knack for cooking it up with pickled chilis and ginger or garlic...
ah well... as long as i start my bedtime ritual with an epsom bath for my feet, all should be well.
happy halloween - may your treats be sweet and your tricks be rotten
=P
edit: i'm making toys for christmas while wearing a grinch t-shirt. go me.