Oct 01, 2005 03:02
well... awhile back (shortly after i drank myself into a coma on the last day of summer) i had decided that i would end myself in my twenty-fifth year (my supposed peak)
so... here i am (six months left); i haven't found much to deter me from this path: i've found some, but not a whole lot.
i got into a fight with my parents, i beat them. no it doesn't make me feel better but they started it.
my dad can't look me in the eye, i have a tae kwon do competition in the morning and i'm pulling an all-nighter, i have faced death and known peace, i miss you all and i hope you can understand.
here i am: the badass emo with nothing left to lose.
i am free.
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