Sep 15, 2005 15:32
stood up today, in my own credit i will say that i was shaking with rage but managed to keep my composure (even if i came off as a bit ill...), wait 5 minutes, she does not show as expected so i go ahead with appetizer, eat it down, have a whiskey sour, and leave...
on the bus home i had a joint behind my ear (i had 2 in my wallet for the date, i guess i just don't listen to whatever was said), and a dvd in my backpack, i was irritated that i had to walk 5 miles after missing my bus and i rented a dvd (sin city) but have no television...
i'm a bit tense, and a bit frustrated, and i've a quiet reputation as a raving psychopath by now, so i might as well just keep doing as i've been doing and hope that i am up and out of this hole before i'm too old to enjoy it :)
good day...