having fun as always
i'm feeling pretty fucked over about now. my dad seems to think life is a carnival ride of sorts and is losing the house to gross money mismanagement. with my sister drawing tens of thousands of dollars the past few years for cars and entertainment (camping and whatnot), i've been left in some small debt with a radiology scan, dental surgery, a clinical visit... and a few other things. still don't have a car, but that should be alleviated soon (though i dunno how to pull it with insurance and maintanence along with food and debt payments). i think they sabotaged my life, and people wonder why i have homicidal urges (my parents know, other people don't)
so yeah, just got home from work (i've managed to raise myself to 40 hours per week and am getting trained as a cook next month, whoopee). a little grumpy as i was scouring the floors all day while my whore of a sister (no lie) is at the office, doing whorish things and putting money in the bank while i buy food for me and our parents.
really, if i snap and go to prison i don't think it'd be all that much worse, lots of people get assraped all the time and they manage to deal with it, really.
so yeah, just got home from work (i've managed to raise myself to 40 hours per week and am getting trained as a cook next month, whoopee). a little grumpy as i was scouring the floors all day while my whore of a sister (no lie) is at the office, doing whorish things and putting money in the bank while i buy food for me and our parents.
really, if i snap and go to prison i don't think it'd be all that much worse, lots of people get assraped all the time and they manage to deal with it, really.