Update
Lately I've been feeling pretty crappy, unhappy is more the word.
My life is very uneventful, and everyday I find it hard to wanna get up in the mornings, because I get the feeling of why do I both getting up anymore, is it to go to my repetitive minimum wage job to make money? and for what? to pay rent and bills only to leave me with $100 to last me the two weeks till next payday? I constantly try to find a better job that pays more but have not had any luck, I look at people around me, mostly my friends and some of my family members and find myself extremely jealous of what they have. Money, relationships, means of transportation, and the freedom of not having to worry about being locked out if your not home by 2am. I'm sick of being a 3rd wheel to my friends, I constantly fake a smile to hide how I'm really feeling.
I'm not looking for pity or sympathy or anything like that, I just find this is an easier way of explaining myself.
Now having said all this, feel free to comment if you want, this is more for me to get stuff off my chest then anything else. If your gonna comment by saying that I should "quit my whining", or "quit bitching" then don't bother leaving a message! like I said, it's more for me to get stuff off my chest. and to help answer the question, "what's wrong".
so there you have it.
Kenny
My life is very uneventful, and everyday I find it hard to wanna get up in the mornings, because I get the feeling of why do I both getting up anymore, is it to go to my repetitive minimum wage job to make money? and for what? to pay rent and bills only to leave me with $100 to last me the two weeks till next payday? I constantly try to find a better job that pays more but have not had any luck, I look at people around me, mostly my friends and some of my family members and find myself extremely jealous of what they have. Money, relationships, means of transportation, and the freedom of not having to worry about being locked out if your not home by 2am. I'm sick of being a 3rd wheel to my friends, I constantly fake a smile to hide how I'm really feeling.
I'm not looking for pity or sympathy or anything like that, I just find this is an easier way of explaining myself.
Now having said all this, feel free to comment if you want, this is more for me to get stuff off my chest then anything else. If your gonna comment by saying that I should "quit my whining", or "quit bitching" then don't bother leaving a message! like I said, it's more for me to get stuff off my chest. and to help answer the question, "what's wrong".
so there you have it.
Kenny