Still blah.... I'm always blah, I NEED SOME DAMN EXCITEMENT!!

Feb 16, 2005 23:21

Well, I guess it's time I finally let this thing know what's actually going on.

Started a job at Betta’s Italian Oven… back to making pizzas, and I’ve perfected my ability to throw the dough in the air, have it spin, and be perfectly stretched….. boss is happy with me…. It’s really nice there, people are very fun and have been very supportive through my learning process…. The boss’ wife had a baby boy 3 weeks ago… Luchiano…. Yea, they’re Italian…. And I’m the second Matt there, so I’m known as Mattkin (all one word)… no one ever expects me to just be a freshman… I guess that’s cool…. One of the waiters, Chris, is another of Michelle’s ex-boyfriends, and he’s 23…. I’m 18… I find that humorous….

Speaking of Michelle, apparently she was “kind of” seeing someone while we were together… now I realize why she got so sick of me so quickly….

O by the way, now they’re engaged… and guess who was the first person to see the ring…. Yea, I was having a little to drink to help me get to sleep and sleep soundly….. that turned into a lot of drinks…..

Joey officially dropped out last week…. He came back and got all of his things, it was depressing… now Dave and I are the only one’s left, and we’ll be living together next year…. We wanted to get into the village, which has a living room and kitchen, but our lottery numbers were way too high…. We got into a bit of a fight, so I was going to bail on him and live in the Village with my friend Derek, whose lotto number was 4, so it was to be a sure thing, but Dave and I made up, and he has very little friends here, and I couldn’t do that to him, so I sacrificed the best living arrangement I could have asked for so I could stay with my buddy…. I know it was the right choice deep down and that I had to do it…. But it still sucks…

Classes have been going well…. I thought I failed my International Relations test, it was ALL multiple choice, which I am a no good at, but I ended up getting an 83, which was average, and is still a B, so I’m happy, plus he told me the next test would be all essay, which means at worst I get a 97…. Had a big test today in Interpersonal Communications that started at 930…. I woke up at 933 and went to class in my PJ’s… I almost finished…. 40 minutes I did 52 multiple choice and 4 long response answers….. well, 3 ½, didn’t finish the last one… I studied real hard for it, and I knew pretty much everything, so I know I AT LEAST got a high B, but what upsets me the most is that I know if I would have gotten up it was an easy A+…. Reason I woke up late, I thought I would set my alarm earlier and get up early to study a little extra more… only I set it on pm instead of am… god damnit…. But my Video class is going very very well and will be an A, Spanish is going unbelievably well, I think I;m actually learning something, and English is aggravating and boring…. But I think I will pull 3 A’s and 2 B’s this semester, putting me on Dean’s list, which is really really good….

I talked to some people high up in Cintas (the people I do camera for) and they said they want me back next year to do ever more for them, meaning more hours….. right now I make $7.25 an hour, and next year it’ll go to $8.15 and I’ll be in the money… speaking of being in the money, I’m making a lot of it, and my tax return is just an added bonus, and for once, I’m going to spend a little something on myself, namely a Celtic Cross tattoo on the back of my right shoulder…. It will be grand, o yea it will…. But with how much I will be working, it means I’m done with Singers, which I’m really not too upset about, I never really did fit in there anyway… But speaking of Singers, I haven’t been promised yet, but it seems our tour date in Northeastern Ohio will be cancelled, so we will be performing at Timon March 17th… be there…..

What else… hmmmm….

Women… (well this will be short)…. There are none and it doesn’t seem like there will be any anytime soon…. O well, saves me money and I don’t have to worry about anyone else but myself, what could be better…. I do get very very lonesome some nights, which turns into mad homesickness, but that happens…. I wont be home until the end of May…. School is done the first week of May, but I have to stay here to film Xavier Graduation, and the 30+ high schools that are coming to Cintas to do their Graduation…. O well, I’ll be getting paid mad money, but at this current moment in time I was no where to stay nor people to do things with… ever…. Looks like I’ll be watching A LOT of movies and TV, playing A LOT of games, and who knows, maybe I’ll read, even brush up on my knowledge of politics and the government….. Speaking of being alone, I will be here semi-alone for Spring Break… I say semi because Dale is coming down to visit me…. He will be my wingman, we WILL go out and party, and we will bring back many many women, and it will be grand….

Well not much more is up…. I’ve stayed very busy, kept myself out of trouble, made some money, and gotten some good grades… there are moments where I really miss everyone and I want to just go back home, but I know I have to do this, not only for myself, but for everyone at home looking down at me and expecting me to succeed… I can’t let them down…. I won’t let them down…. I won’t…

O, and I figured out some things about my future… I will be back to Buffalo eventually if a company doesn’t pay for me to go to Law school, or else I’ll be headed to UB for Law School, because with the demand of knowledge placed on my field, a Law Degree will be mandatory if I want any shot at any well paying job…. O, and I will never be married, because my job will also include extensive movement all around the U.S. and the world, which means I’ll never be able to spread the fire, haha… o well… no big loss….

…Bed Time….

O yea, my Cintas ID means I have a backstage pass to the Ben Folds concert that is happeneing in Cintas on Sunday... take that... bitches...

Happy Trails
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