The Same Ol' Entry...
I don't know if its just the winter blues or what but my morale has been down for a while. Maybe its just how adulthood is but I'm feeling just bland about life. It seems like every day is exactly the same anymore. I couldn't tell you the date because I only know whether or not I work this day. Time flies by. January passed by like a snap. I go to shopping and I just don't want anything besides CDs. The only things that really excite me are watching movies, listening to music and talking/going to see friends. Everything else just seems like going through the motions.
Am I in a rut or am I just failing at life? Or could it be that this is what its like to grow up? It sure feels like I'm the same person as a million other people are. I imagine that just about everyone has/is/will be going through the same life. Its like the old saying goes, "The more things change, the more they stay the same." I sure don't feel unique anymore. I feel like this life has already been lived and I'm just re-living it myself. Is there more to life? Is there some dream life that I should be looking forward to? Is that the only thing life is about? Hope? Hope that one day life will be one big ball of happiness? Life just feels like its going to be the same until I die.
Am I in a rut or am I just failing at life? Or could it be that this is what its like to grow up? It sure feels like I'm the same person as a million other people are. I imagine that just about everyone has/is/will be going through the same life. Its like the old saying goes, "The more things change, the more they stay the same." I sure don't feel unique anymore. I feel like this life has already been lived and I'm just re-living it myself. Is there more to life? Is there some dream life that I should be looking forward to? Is that the only thing life is about? Hope? Hope that one day life will be one big ball of happiness? Life just feels like its going to be the same until I die.