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im feeling a little crazy today. dont really know why
prolly the massive amount of potatoes i ate yesterday.
got back to madison saturday night to find the entire city coated in a lovely (to look at, not walk on) sheet of ice.
this was after waiting too many hours for my bags to come in at ohare.
eh, i made it home. spent sunday reading articles for a presentation and playing my new game, vtm-bloodlines. its cool as hell except that my puter isnt up to snuff and there is lag and choppiness, but its fun.
i got to play mr. wizard today cause my boss wanted fun stuff to show a middle school class hell be doing a demonstration for. it was lots of fun til a tube blew up at me.
then i got a face full of burning.
i shouldnt be in charge of or have access to dangerous chemicals. at least i had my glasses on and none got in my eyes.
then i walk quickly to the restroom and douse myself in water. ah, relief. at least i dont think the dye that was mixed into the chemicals stained my skin. id be all about spotted skin, but would prefer that it not be a badge of my own stupidity.
blah. i want somthing, but i dont know what it is or how to get it or where to look.
hmmm... coming back is a strange thing. i dont know how i feel. everything is different when i leave and im different when i get back. i dont even begin to understand.
being bored with former pain makes me smile.
i wish i had some stories. guess i shoulda gone sledding.
ive not had a cigarrette since saturday. i think i wont buy more. no more smoking. lets see if theres a next time.
maybe ive got a fetish for quitting things. smoking, drinking, relationships. hehehe... sometimes i marvel at the silliness of my reflection.
there is this hole. i try to fill it with work and entertainment. "try somthing fresher, somthing pleasant"
anyway. thats all.
prolly the massive amount of potatoes i ate yesterday.
got back to madison saturday night to find the entire city coated in a lovely (to look at, not walk on) sheet of ice.
this was after waiting too many hours for my bags to come in at ohare.
eh, i made it home. spent sunday reading articles for a presentation and playing my new game, vtm-bloodlines. its cool as hell except that my puter isnt up to snuff and there is lag and choppiness, but its fun.
i got to play mr. wizard today cause my boss wanted fun stuff to show a middle school class hell be doing a demonstration for. it was lots of fun til a tube blew up at me.
then i got a face full of burning.
i shouldnt be in charge of or have access to dangerous chemicals. at least i had my glasses on and none got in my eyes.
then i walk quickly to the restroom and douse myself in water. ah, relief. at least i dont think the dye that was mixed into the chemicals stained my skin. id be all about spotted skin, but would prefer that it not be a badge of my own stupidity.
blah. i want somthing, but i dont know what it is or how to get it or where to look.
hmmm... coming back is a strange thing. i dont know how i feel. everything is different when i leave and im different when i get back. i dont even begin to understand.
being bored with former pain makes me smile.
i wish i had some stories. guess i shoulda gone sledding.
ive not had a cigarrette since saturday. i think i wont buy more. no more smoking. lets see if theres a next time.
maybe ive got a fetish for quitting things. smoking, drinking, relationships. hehehe... sometimes i marvel at the silliness of my reflection.
there is this hole. i try to fill it with work and entertainment. "try somthing fresher, somthing pleasant"
anyway. thats all.